Frustrations that shouldn't be there

There are many obstsacles that people face in life, and majority of the time the choice that everyone makes, is not something that all their family, friends and perhaps strangers would agree with. But guess what, NONE OF THAT MATTERS!!! One of the biggest things I have learned in life it to make decisions, choices on which path to take and commit yourself to doing things that YOU want to do. Your friends and family will have their opinions (which in my case I wish would be kept to themselves), but someone else's opinion cannot dictate what you do in life. You make your own path, you decide which turns to take and you committ yourself to doing things that you love. I have made a decision to be with someone who caused me emotional pain a while ago. At first you would ask "why be with them again", and I can only say that the emotional pain that I endured a while back did nothing more than make me a stronger, more independent, loving and caring individual. While it was pain in the moment, it is now a growing pain, a lesson learned and something I am thankful that I faced. I have grown ALOT in the past two years and I wish some people would realize that. Perhaps those that are meant to witness my growth and those that don't see it, need to remove thier blinders. I am who I am. if you don;t like it, I feel sorry for you. Sometimes you have to have that arogant attitude to make it through the day.

I will continue to live my life the way I want. Fill it with people I love, people I want to spend the rest of my life with, goals and ambitions I have set and one hell of a bucket list. I have some very exciting things coming up in the next few months that I am head over heels excited about! I'm going to Vegas to celebrate my best friends birthday with friends and the love of my life, I'm in love with the man I have never fallen out of love with, I'm standing in as the "Best Man" in my older brother's wedding and I am going to try and book as many little get aways that I can!. Life can be exciting, as long as you make everyday fun! I will make the commitment to not be too serious (okay maybe I need some guidance on that once and awhile).

Lots o' Love

-Dirty D