Where do I start....

 I am so behind in this blog-o-sphere that I don’t know where to start.

1.      I am so tired. I need to sleep one night, one night where I do nothing but sleep peacefully and dream of handsome men…..I want a good night sleep…no more of this 4 hour crap.

2.      My nephew might be on his way into this world. It is a crazy world to enter and I hope that he learns that he is surrounded by lots of love and people that will teach him all the good things in life…not to mention he will have the coolest aunt ever.

3.      Lightening storms are so peaceful. I want to sit on my porch all night and watch them. I hate storms, but they make me feel safe for some reason.

4.      I’m guilty of giving compliments to expect one back. I shouldn’t do that…its not proper and it doesn’t result in a great compliment at all.

5.      I miss the fall. I miss having a season where the leaves change color, where pumpkin is the favorite flavor, where laying on the couch in a full sweatsuit and covered in a blanket is necessity. I’m tired of this 100 degree weather…its shitty.

6.      I need a cuddle buddy before it gets really cold outside.

7.      I realized today that my work load is about to double come January but my pay isn’t going to. Someone is gonna pay for this….or else!

8.      I’ve decided I hate a desk job but somehow I return to a cubicle each day and smile. So I think I do smile.

9.      Going out of town tomorrow to see my favorite band in the world with some of my favorite people. I think this is just what the doctor ordered.

10.   Living alone isn’t easy. I learn this when I answer myself.

11.   Feeding a 4 year old chocolate at 9 p.m. doesn’t make him sleepy. It makes for an aunt to have no patience.

12.   I have enough love to share. I’m ready to find do that with someone worthy.

13.   Sometimes you have to follow your heart…or maybe follow your head…or maybe let them fight and whoever walks away standing wins. I hope its my heart……

14.   I wish I had more money to buy healthy food. I know that so many people say its possible to eat healthy on a budget but I want to be able to buy so many fresh veggies and yummy crap that looks good in recipies I find on the internet. Wishful thinking.

15.   I’m about to take on a second job. I’m not challenged right now in life and I need it. I need an atmosphere where I talk to a lot of people, work under pressure and make money. OTB here I come again…ughh! It better be worth it.

16.   Next post I promise will have lots o’ pictures. I swear.

17.   I need more motivation when it comes to every day things. I wish I really didn’t put them off.

18.   October goal: Don’t have any bad thoughs! HAha!