New Motto......or thoughtful hoist

Yeah I stole this....so what....I like it.

A good one.....

Where oh where has my litle blog gone? Oh where , oh where can he be?

Things that have changed since I have checked in:

1. I have another nephew...Donald Perley Childs, Jr. on October 20h. I graced his presence when he was about 30 minutes old and it was love at first sight. I think I might just be his first crush...not in a Redneck/Arkansas kind of way but I at least know he is the love o my life (plus all my other fabulous nieces and nephews I can give back).

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Check me out biotches!

2. I have officially gone back to the dark hole, the dungeon, the place where you realize that you are soo old. Yes boys and girls, that is On the Border. The place where I worked throughout HS and college, the place where I learned to become an alcoholic, the place where I met all my bestfriends and made so many memories. Well im back...not because I really WANT to be, but because everytime I drive by an OLD NAVY it literally screams out my name and beggs me to by something. I have to feed my addiction and my savings account can no longer be my savior. So I work now 60+ hours a week to have a social life and shope more. Sue me, bite me! Eff off losers who wanna make fun of me.

3. I have a tendency to look like this everynow and then when I pout......

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Seriously I will slap you if you don't stop taking my picture

 Okay maybe im not as cute as her. Don't you want to just bite her face off she is so precious! I pout like this right now because I am sad that I don't get to see this gorgeous little gal and her seester everyday.

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Yes, I am a Diva and Princess all in one, it CAN happen

I am very thankful that I have a sister in-law that loves me enough to send me pictures everytime her and my brother get the girsl for the weekend. What has changed, you might ask, is that I get to smother these little faces with kisses during Thanksgiving because they are soming to visit. And that makes me sooooo happy I could poop!

4. I've gone gangsta.....

It's true. I'm straight thug. Thug like I drive a Pontiac G-6 , wear Texas Rangers gear and drink at a pool hall. Thats straight thugging in my book, right?!?

I got 5... thats about it. I know i'm horrible with blogging lately. Between my second job, taking care of my apt, being completely cool, shaving my legs, cleaning, work, acting like I give a shit about certain things, this gal has been a busy bee. I recently decided that I think i want to start running soon. I mean I do pay about $50 a month for a gym mebership I hardly use, so why not make myself feel a bit shittier by forgoing to gym membership and running outdoors. GENIUS!!! I need something that is going to give me a drive, purpose and stress reliever. I thought about beating people up but I've also heard they don;t let you shave your pits in jail....so I weighed my options and running won. Now I have to just figure out how to tie my sneakers and get my ass off the couch. Anybody wanna come over and pull me out of my sunken hole?!?

Sometimes I really just want to blog about completely random shit.Yet again I think if someone, for real, would read my random shit, they might want to commit me. I mean its hard to come up with a blog topic of the dya when in the real world everyone has a tendency to randomly think about crap. So there...tomorrow shall be a random blog. I'm preparing so keep yo mouf shut when you don't like it!

I ate a steak...and I made it all by myself

I think I may have an addiction.....cooking....for one. Today all I could think about at work was coming home, cranking up that ol George Forman (which I like to call my "Man Grill", don't hate) and slapping a steak on it. Not to mention I had some fabulous side dishes if a baked potato and a salad covered in ranch. Doesn't that sound healthy?!? I mean at least it sounds it, but my ass does thank you for the added mass.

I even patted myself on my back for the din-din tonight! Work is finally nice right now. I'm busier than ever, but I have a feeling my coworker is a little taken back that I am kinda catching on quickly on her position. Or maybe that is the emtional scary vibes oozing out of her pregnant self......working with a preggers is differnt but there is a first time for everything. So my motto now is be busier at work, or look busy, or do anything not to be bored. So far I think I am doing a o-tay.

SUM O BITCH HE WAS NOT SAFE!!!!!!!!! (Sudden outburst watching the Texas Rangers try and bring home that World Series trophy). On another note, I hate people who are like "Well look at all those bandwagon fans comng out of nowhere now that the Rangers are in the postseason", Seriously?!? Who gives a shit! I personally have always been a Texas Rangers fan. Just because I don't watch ALL 100+ games through out the entire season, does not mean that I am a bandwagon fan now cheering them on in the playoffs. If you love a team so much, be happy that people have an interest in them and get off your frickin soap box, crap face! I'll cheer for whatever team I want to, in any point of thier season. If you don;t like it, go cheer for the Dolphins, or the Brewins or some other team that sucks.

Revelation came about tonight too. I'm okay being alone. I still have people out there in the world missing me, thinking about me and more. I don't ave to have them right here by my side to be happy.

Paint, Pigskin and Pantry Plenty.......

Ya know...just sitting around at home P'ing it up! I think this weekend is just what the doctor ordered. Friday night had a nice little italian dinner at the resturant my bestfriend works at. It just so happens that she is the only employee there that doesn't speak italian and gives you the "go to hell look". Not welcomed at all sir!!  None the less casual evening. Saturday morning came early at 6 a.m. Oh god why did I wake up that early? I know....because I have a heart and volunteered to do some charity work. Yay...go me. The morning turned out to be something really rewarding. I have never worked on a volunteer project in a group and on homes. Well actually this is my first volunteer project period, and that is just down right wrong. I need to do this more. It warms the soul. The even it called "Adressing Mesquite Day". Over the past few months senior citizens, disabled people and elderly living on a fixed income could apply to be apart of the program and have a group come out to thier house to assist on fixing things outside thier home they are unable to do themselves. I worked with a non profit organization called "Our Seva". It was started by a old worker of the City of Mesquite who lost her parents in a tragic accident and created this organization to better the community in ther honor. We were assigned to an elderly man's home who was also a vietnam veteran. I didn;t have a chance to see the home before all the prep work began days beore, but te end result was amazing! WE managed to completely re-paint the exterior of his home, cut tree limbs, replace tile on the front porch, landscape the front of the home, and other small items. It was great to work with other people in a group for a greater good. It was even more rewarding o leave the home and see the home owner crying because he is so greatful for what he managed to accomplish. Not to brag or anything but I did pat myself on the back when we finished and then kicked my own ass asking "why don't I do this more often"?

I celebrated my day with a few adult beverages, a little Texas Rangers win (come on World Series) and a lot of laughs with two of the most humorous bestfriends a gal could ask for. I even looked lady like..... see:

I know I was a little cocky when I woke up this morning at 6 a.m. and couldn't go back to sleep. Yeah I am convinced that this is my punish for everything bad I did this weekend. I thought I was good too....come on!!!!! I guess its okay thought because I have managed to re-organize my bathroom, buy wood at Home Depot, go grocery shopping and already down 2 beers. All done by 3 p.m. Now its football, more beverages, a litle Real Housewives of New Jersey tonight (Teresa will be crowned the crazy)  and dinner.... Nom, Nom Nom.......

Here's your one chance, Fancy don't let me down

If I was Fancy I would defenitly not want to let myself down right now. Not to mention I wouldnt mind being a firery red head like good ol' Reba. Classic. I recently realized something...in the midst of my drinks (maybe shots) and crying like a baby sitting on the curb in the parking lot of my favorite watering hole, I'm not going to put up with any more bullshit...at all! I'm too good for this..I'm too good to sit around and allow someone to use all my kindness, love and caring to just throw it away. Oh hell no!!! I'm saving that for someone that deserves it. For someone that wants me in thier life for more than just stroking thier ego. I'm done with that shit. I'd rather spend my nights alone on my couch, watching reality cooking shows, dreaming about ice cream and working out. Now thats fun and something that makes me look completely loser-ish. oh god...i will not become the "Cat Lady!" But I also won't be made out to look like a fool.

Tonight was family night. It's nice to retreat back to Mom's house. Get a little laundry done, eat some real food, steal some of the food in her pantry because she is "one of those" who buys enough food to feed an entire army in a month. Thanks Ma! By the way if I had any job in the world I think I would wnant to be a professional chef. I want to make amazing food and have people salivate over it. And then rule the world, one massive plate at a time. Why am I still watching Man vs. Food? I feel like im gaining weight just watching this. Ugghhh...I need to go to bed.

Ya know what is funny......

Everything in life is sooo funny! I mean when you sit back and think about it, having the lack of ability to plan out your days ahead, is funny. How are you suppose to live in the moment if your not even confident enought that your current choices are good ones? Ughh its frustrating and funny all in the same sence. Not funny like I just watched a Chris Rock stand up ....but funny like bizarre....Holy SHIT what am I doing funny. Sometimes I want to be the person that pays a psychic to tell me what I have ahead of me. But honestly, who wants to know when they are going to die or fall in love. Don't cha want this to come naturally? I know I do.........

Alright enough about the weird thoughts for the night. Took a little road trip to Houstin to weekend to see my bestfriend/go to an ahhhmazing concert. Incubus rocked and it rocked my face and the besties face off.

Check out my satchel...its hottness.

Concert was amazing because the band sounded exactly live as they do on thier records. $40.00 well spent. I will have to say I have to get one of my besties away from her fiance. I saw him a whole different light this past weekend and I didn't like it. I couldnt do it....couldn't put up with him. I know bestfriends are suppose to be ther to support you no matter what...and don't get me wrong I'm gonna love her no matter who she loves. But, we need to talk. Seriously! Regardless good weekend of relaxation, beer, Kill Bill movies, ultimate food, laxy bum moves, driving jamming to music, $10 pizzas and much, much more. I'd tell you all about it but I want to bury my face in my pillow right now and crash.